Anatomy Of Unapologetic ME

I'm different, Damn your opinion.

I'm not perfect not even close to it; I never try to be someone. It’s me, myself in and out. I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. Everyone may not like me or I may not like everyone. I am a mental mastermind. I have a strong set of core beliefs and I continually weigh the risks and potential outcomes of any situation that comes my way. I am not overly concerned with the opinions of others and have realized that even though I can’t please everyone, as long as I stay true to myself, I’ll be just fine. I don’t waste My energy pondering about things that I can’t control which allows Me to focus on productive tasks, like developing new skills. I belong to the species that I can Be what You wants Me to Be,"I can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who love peace or I can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and at my own home)". I am mysterious, exciting and passionate! At times I'm driven by passion and determination, and at times I find myself being removed and detached. People find it hard to figure Me out, and it draws them closer to Me. I'm full of surprises, and spending time with Me is always fun and entertaining! I care deeply about friends and family, even though I may not always show it, and I often dream about making all My  dreams come true. I always DO what I say. I'll do even if I have to face a sea of problems, I prefers to face conflicts head on. I'm able to say the things that bothered ME to someones face, I don't hold back what I'm thinking although sometimes this can cause problems for Me. I'm a fighter in battle, I learn from My defeats and enjoy My victories. I am artsy and elegant. My imagination allows me to place myself in other people’s shoes, which allows me to easily understand and sympathize with those around me. When someone close to me is down, I never leave their side. I stand with them through their thickest and thinnest moments. I come from a middle class family. My childhood went through hardship. I am a self-made man. I learnt from personal experience more than from academy (I Was Born Intelligent... , Education Ruined Me! My grades don't define my intelligence & When I look back marks never make me laugh but memories do...). I believe in the real aspect of life, though at times I loiter around the imaginary world to get rid of stresses of real life struggle. I notice patterns everywhere and am likely to be quite good with numbers (I'm a Number crunching guy work behind desktop all day, every day). Though I tend to see things in black and white, I always try to base my conclusions on solid evidence and I'm in general, an excellent problem-solver. I’m a Visionary. I tend to see the future amazingly clearly in my head. I am so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word of what I am saying.I'm an ordinary Man with extra-ordinary vision and that makes Me "Square peg in a round hole". I want to Myself that, People Know Me as a DIGNIFIED Gentleman. I'm short term pessimist long term optimist. "I want to live a simple life without stress or worry. I don't need a lot. I just want to be happy." My life quote reflects my attitude towards life and shows that I understood what really matters in life! This life motto suits me perfectly because it's the sum of all the personal experiences I made throughout life! I never lose sight of MY goals and I don't give up before I achieved them. MY friends know that Problem-solving ability is a part of my personality, just like Perfectionism is and that makes me a truly unique person! I am Calm, but Alert. Relaxed, but Ready. Smooth, but Sharp. Humble, but Confident. I'm shy and observant nature has treated me very well over the years. I'm very observant and I like to take a step back every now and then and look at the people in my life. These habits enable me to know better myrself and the people around , react perfectly in times of crises and know how to get myrself ahead in life. Although I am pretty shy, that has never stopped me from getting what I wanted. I work hard, invest, and pick the fruit of my labor with a big smile. However, I do have some faults I need to take care of: I tend to judge people too quickly, and that can sometimes hurt . Trying to give people a second chance from time to time and be a little more patient.  My Enneagram personality type is the Challenger. I pursue truth and I'm unwilling to compromise on what I know is correct. I'm self-sufficient and thrive when I work independently. I'm naturally adventurous and somewhat of a risk taker. I resent being controlled or manipulated and I crave freedom. My forcefulness can put others off, but when balanced l have the unique ability to challenge others and encourage them to seek the truth. Channel my inner crusading spirit for the meaningful things in life and don't get caught up on the small battles. I'm a warrior at heart and the fight awaits!

In simple words: I have a passion for perfection, I like to challenge myself, and I appreciate diversity. I'm committed to personal aesthetics, excel in finding problems and solutions, and have a driving force to create. I have boundless imagination and an open mind.

Disclaimer : I am a real person. I struggle, and I sparkle. I'm  no longer afraid to say what makes Me angry, sad,or what I think is unfair. I'm not scared to admit that at time I feel worthless, lost or not enough. I'm also not hiding from love, beauty, aliveness, magic or abundance anymore. I will not edit the sad,angry for f*cked up part of my story, or the holy magnitude of my triumphs to make anyone comfortable. I'm a real person. I struggle and I sparkled.

Warning:

Don't Believe All The Rumors You Hear About Me, because The Truth Is Much Worse! I'm not perfect. Never have been & never will be...